Thursday, April 8, 2010
As I was walking back from Tampines mall.
After having a great great meal with Hazel, Sc.
And a rather intense and deep pondering talk with Xinyi.
I suddenly thought. Am I happy?
I mean of course. I'm happy. With Lucas and all. :)
But probably not with my own own life.
Does anyone get what I mean?
I feel stagnant. Yah. Its ever since.
The holiday and all with him.
Feels like holiday mood ever since.
Yah. I've been pigging and bumming around.
God. I'm so not proud of that. )):
I know right? )):
I'll plan some activities for myself.
Next week onwards though.
Well, considering the fact that CFP test is this Saturday.
I think I have awesome awesome friends. :)
I'm glad we're all generally happy. :)
And honey. Who never fails to make me smile. :)
He's emotionally very very strong. Thank goodness. :)
And he's sweet. :) He pampers me a lot. :) HAHA. :)
He's really understanding too. :)
He's. Well. Everything I could ever ask for in a bf. :)
Baby's being with mother nature today.
Yah. He's stuck somewhere in the jungle. HAHA.
Watching people dig what's that again? shell scrape was it? O.O
AWW. Honey. I love my bed. :X HAHA.
And the fact I have a proper toilet. :)
With no mosquitos swarming around me and all. :X
Come back soon honey. I miss you.
I can't wait to be in your arms again sweetie. <3
I love you. So so much. <3
Right. I gotta grow even stronger. :) HAHA.
Trust me I will.
Strive for your own happiness. :)
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