Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Ah fuck it.
I hate this. I seriously do.
Being rejected is like fuck.
But means I can improve more.
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I went to enroll for the damn professional cert just now.
The notes are 2 inches thick. O.O
Literally.
They're gonna cover this in a month.
Lessons are twice a week. 4 hours each. -.-
It's a lot. Seriously a lot.
And I still wanna do well in my dance. ):
I still intend to go for hh open classes.
And I do still wanna learn locking. -.-
And take part in events and such. If there are luh.
And I have friends!! I wanna go out with them too.
And of course, baby!!
I'll go mad. Seriously. O.O
Everything seems like its gonna take up a lot of my energy.
I honestly think I'll get emotionally drained.
But. Then again, I'll still go for it.
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Today's me bad day. Really.
For various number of reasons?
Just that well, I dun wanna spell out. ):
Shall find happy things to do and cheer myself up!!
I shall go pamper myself. :D Haha.