Thursday, February 4, 2010
I have to be better than this.
I'm alright. :) HAHA.
Just a bit disappointed with myself. :)
Haha. :) Though my parents expectations are deemed unreasonable by most people.
And well, most would choose to ignore my parents. (It's a fact!)
Some how there's still this guilt in me.
Like. I've been a bad daughter.
Sure. I'm not angels and all that kinda sweet little stuff.
I'm not their cause of joy and all.
But, damn right. I know. I'm better than this.
I know I am, you know? Not gotta be better. I know I am already there.
Cause, I've seen myself done it and all.
Haha. Ah whatever.
Main point is. I'll not let this responsibility of being a good daughter slide any further.
Like I have let it the past few weeks. :)
No matter how madly irritating and crazy their expectations are.
I will live up to them once again. :)
And of course, from there. I'll ask them to cut me some slack. :)
It's my baby boy's birthday today~!!
I wish you could read boy.
Thanks for always loving me.
Greeting me so damn happily at the door each day.
Licking my hand when I'm feeling bule.
Ploping beside me whenever I'm feeling down.
Refusing to leave my side whenever I feel sad. (OH HE KNOWS, HE DAMN SMART)
Following me everywhere including the showers. HAHA.
Fetching me from my bedroom to downstairs each morning.
Waiting for me outside the toilet, no matter how long I take. :)
I know ALL dog owners say this.
And I can't really come up with anything more original.
But. I don't really know how I'll get by without you.
Happy birthday boy. <3
I love you so God damn much.
at 5:44 PM
