Monday, January 18, 2010
Hugs myself*
There's a lot of things going through my mind these days.
Projects. Tests. Dance. Friends.
Well, My relationship ain't doing so well either. ):
I dun know what I want anymore.
And even though I'm able to come up with an ans, that'll say yes.
But for how long more? ): 2 days? Before, I get unsure again? ):
I need time. Really. A lot of it.
And as much as I would love to address this issue now.
Time is yet again, the factor.
Dance is taking so much of my time. I get to start projects.
Well, only now. And I have a test on Thurs.
Which weighs bloody 30 percent. And I've barely started. ):
And I have a deadline tml.
And dun even get me started on dance.
I trained so bloody hard.
My knuckles are gonna drop off.
I've improved DAMN lot. Which is true.
But it's not enough. )):
I cant learn a cheoro and audit on the spot. D:
I will die very badly. ):
Urgh. ): Next time we're squeezing into one studio.
I'm taking the front. It doesn really pay to be nice. ):
I couldn't even see myself when learning steps. )):
It's really depressing seeing people get picked out one by one.
And you're well, left behind with the other 100 people.
OH. litterlly 100.
Well, as upset and demoralized as I am.
:) I'll still be optimistic eventually.
Haha. I'll still give my 100 percentno matter what the circumstance. :)
AND YES, NEXT TIME WE AUDIT FOR HH.
I'M GONNA STAND RIGHT IN FRONT OF INSTRUCTOR GIN.
WITH HUNDRED ODD PEOPLE WATCHING.
Mark my words. :)
There's a lot of things going through my mind these days.
Projects. Tests. Dance. Friends.
Well, My relationship ain't doing so well either. ):
I dun know what I want anymore.
And even though I'm able to come up with an ans, that'll say yes.
But for how long more? ): 2 days? Before, I get unsure again? ):
I need time. Really. A lot of it.
And as much as I would love to address this issue now.
Time is yet again, the factor.
Dance is taking so much of my time. I get to start projects.
Well, only now. And I have a test on Thurs.
Which weighs bloody 30 percent. And I've barely started. ):
And I have a deadline tml.
And dun even get me started on dance.
I trained so bloody hard.
My knuckles are gonna drop off.
I've improved DAMN lot. Which is true.
But it's not enough. )):
I cant learn a cheoro and audit on the spot. D:
I will die very badly. ):
Urgh. ): Next time we're squeezing into one studio.
I'm taking the front. It doesn really pay to be nice. ):
I couldn't even see myself when learning steps. )):
It's really depressing seeing people get picked out one by one.
And you're well, left behind with the other 100 people.
OH. litterlly 100.
Well, as upset and demoralized as I am.
:) I'll still be optimistic eventually.
Haha. I'll still give my 100 percentno matter what the circumstance. :)
AND YES, NEXT TIME WE AUDIT FOR HH.
I'M GONNA STAND RIGHT IN FRONT OF INSTRUCTOR GIN.
WITH HUNDRED ODD PEOPLE WATCHING.
Mark my words. :)
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