Monday, July 20, 2009
Smiles** Seems like I've gotten used to my own company.
Not that I can live alone. I still need my friends around.
But my need for affiliation is getting lesser and lesser.
But I can fend for myself and all. ((:
Gah. Honestly, Is it a good or bad thing?
But some circumstances last few days showed me I need to grow up more.
And fast. )):
I cried in the past few days.
There's something wrong with daddy's back.
My mum and dad were talking in canto about it.
And I guess they didn't realize I understood.
However my limited comprehension only allowed to me understand
he went for a check and his back was. bad.
As to how serious it was, I couldn't decipher.
I just kept hearing the word bone. )):
I feel helpless. But I can't do anything about it.
Except to pretend I don't know and wait for him to announce it.
And there is this one factor, be it his emotional well being or whatever,
is stopping us from knowing, and until this factor is gone. Guess we will not know anything.
And though I'm worried sick, I wish to know sooner and all,
I have to consider what's best for him, which is to shut up and wait for him.
He left his medical report on the table, but. It's wrong to pry. )):
And really, it isn' helping that he's speaking in a weird philosiphical way about life.
Although he included the fact, he would not twist my arm or what so ever anymore.
Somehow, I don't feel better.
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After photo shoot on Sat. I cabbed back down to bring my baby to the vet.
He's been vomiting since Friday night. )):
He ate my dad's painkiller pill by mistake. )):
He is darn smart. That stupid boy ate his tablet pills in the consultation room.
After we left the room, he headed to the corner of the clinic to spit it out.
Happened 4 times. all different corners. He did it so discreetly. -.-
Finally he did swallow it. ((:
I missed half my hip hop training. And by the time I arrived.
Just nice for cypher. )): Gahh. Ahh wells. )):
Discuss suntec. Headed home. Watched obsessed with my parents. ((:
Cool show and scary. The woman was like. ghost?? ((: hahhahas.
She was practically haunting the man.
At this point of time. I really gotta grow even stronger.
Even more independent. Cause, I don't know how serious it is.
I don't know the effects and all. And I better work more and stuff just in case.
I know my money will be like peanuts. But better than nothing.
Until then, I will not let this affect me.
I'm still gonna be the happy-ish baby-ish smiley me.
With an even more mature, stronger, independent inside.
Melody
Not that I can live alone. I still need my friends around.
But my need for affiliation is getting lesser and lesser.
But I can fend for myself and all. ((:
Gah. Honestly, Is it a good or bad thing?
But some circumstances last few days showed me I need to grow up more.
And fast. )):
I cried in the past few days.
There's something wrong with daddy's back.
My mum and dad were talking in canto about it.
And I guess they didn't realize I understood.
However my limited comprehension only allowed to me understand
he went for a check and his back was. bad.
As to how serious it was, I couldn't decipher.
I just kept hearing the word bone. )):
I feel helpless. But I can't do anything about it.
Except to pretend I don't know and wait for him to announce it.
And there is this one factor, be it his emotional well being or whatever,
is stopping us from knowing, and until this factor is gone. Guess we will not know anything.
And though I'm worried sick, I wish to know sooner and all,
I have to consider what's best for him, which is to shut up and wait for him.
He left his medical report on the table, but. It's wrong to pry. )):
And really, it isn' helping that he's speaking in a weird philosiphical way about life.
Although he included the fact, he would not twist my arm or what so ever anymore.
Somehow, I don't feel better.
------------------------------------------------------------------
After photo shoot on Sat. I cabbed back down to bring my baby to the vet.
He's been vomiting since Friday night. )):
He ate my dad's painkiller pill by mistake. )):
He is darn smart. That stupid boy ate his tablet pills in the consultation room.
After we left the room, he headed to the corner of the clinic to spit it out.
Happened 4 times. all different corners. He did it so discreetly. -.-
Finally he did swallow it. ((:
I missed half my hip hop training. And by the time I arrived.
Just nice for cypher. )): Gahh. Ahh wells. )):
Discuss suntec. Headed home. Watched obsessed with my parents. ((:
Cool show and scary. The woman was like. ghost?? ((: hahhahas.
She was practically haunting the man.
At this point of time. I really gotta grow even stronger.
Even more independent. Cause, I don't know how serious it is.
I don't know the effects and all. And I better work more and stuff just in case.
I know my money will be like peanuts. But better than nothing.
Until then, I will not let this affect me.
I'm still gonna be the happy-ish baby-ish smiley me.
With an even more mature, stronger, independent inside.
Melody
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